meganlynn394

I'm tired of this hopelessness, Someone come and save me. I'm tired of feeling alone, Even though i'm surrounded. This pool is getting deeper, And I don't know if I can swim anymore. I'm closer to the edge, Then I've ever been before. And I don't know if I want this life anymore.

You're the first thought on my mind each day and the before I go to sleep sometimes it's hard that you're 2000 miles away, but I know one day i'll see you everyday. I dream of your eyes, your lips, your laugh and hope that one day soon i'll be in your arms and not alone. But until then I'll be the girl with a smile on her face, staring at her phone.

It's hard acting like everything is alright, it's hard acting like I don't cry every night. it's hard acting like what people say doesn't hurt, it's hard acting like I'm not dying inside. it's hard acting like the smile on my face is real its hard acting like I know how I'm expected to feel. why is it all just so hard?

PREFACE It started off innocent enough, with warm gestures and plenty of praise. I was his student after all. I try to tell myself that it wasn't my fault, that I didn't know. But the truth is that for a while I enjoyed his attention, I embraced it. And I think that was the biggest mistake, or maybe it was not telling anyone when things started to get weird, or maybe it was pushing away my friends, my family, when I should have been embracing them. Instead of him. Maybe they were all mistakes.

My Savior is merciful My Savior is wise He died on a cross for me and my sins My Savior is good My Savior is nice He's saving a spot for me in Heaven Where I'll spend eternity Right by his side.

all this pain in my chest is this all a test? i trust you Lord to lead me down the right path but can you save me before this pain becomes too much?

When they tell you to die, stay living. When he wolf whistles mockingly, stick out your bones and strut. When the smallest size doesn't fit you,  laugh and grab a chocolate bar. When the largest of the pack hurts you,  shrug it off. When they tell you to die,  stay living. When you wear something revealing for the first time, own it. When the clock strikes 12, sleep,  don't stress. When people are nosy,  tell it how it is. When they tell you to die,  stay living. When even the ones you thought loved you don't any more, they mustn't have been true - get someone else. When your parents find out and cry,  cry with them. When you are all alo

1. A hug. 2. An “I love you”. 3. A funny tumblr post. 4. A message, “I miss you”. 5. A pat on the shoulder. 6. Walking past the compass and knowing I am clean. 7. The funny doodle I did during English. 8. A piece of music that reminds me of the fateful day last November. 9. Inside jokes. 10. Wrestling my friend until we are covered in bruises then laughing and hugging. 11. Eating lunch that is covered in sawdust. 12. Seeing the teacher give me the look then totally ignoring what I'm doing. 13. Playing the “bogies” game, but dirtier. 14. A quick snog between classes. 15. Stealing his glasses then